Thought of the month of
February 2002

« The Dream »

I woke up last night from a deficient dream! A malicious one. One of those nightmares that haunts you for days to come. I saw myself imprisoned by someone's reality. A cold, old and faded heart that wants to be glorious in the battle of her reality. Over tree years of solitude in her house of love and I found myself asking for more!

I was asking more of this solitude that had been my life. I was asking more of those haunting blames and shames coming at me from her brown eyes. And as I was trying to escape from her domain, I jumped out of my bed.

"You are still here" she suddenly blurt at me in the dark. I opened my eyes and saw the silhouette of a dragon beside me, burning my skin to the bones with each word that came out of her mouth. "You just had a bad dream,
that's all ..."

That is when I understood that this nightmare was forever mine.

But as the day began, something had changed in me. I could no longer refuse the beauty of the morning star and its surrounding blue sky. The birds were singing louder and the sun was much brighter. Everyone was smiling and their souls were suddenly in love with the harmonious thoughts flowing through the air.

Ah, my goodness! Where had I been for 44 months? I think I was more dead than alive. I had become one of those people trying to fit in a simple shape, and let their wings fall off into the hell of her singularity.

I want to thank the Angels for this awakening alarm that rang all day and all night,
for 3 days, on this New Year of 2002.