Thought of the month of
August 2006

« The Orange Wall »

Today I dreamt of that big red picture hanging on the orange wall,
Imagined it there for a moment and went right back in time.

I remembered you and that orange wall and wondered what has become of it all? I asked myself if anyone ever imagined one could have loved it this much. Last I know they laughted at it and paint it all in white.

So I thought of how sad it was to hide something as beautiful as that!

I recognized your face in the crowd several times and turned out to be your shadows.
But let me just say that now I understand better your words and the flowers in my book. I still have those books and the flowers too, with that tread ring lost in time.
There was also that big green couch where we cuddled and watched Henry & June that was trown out.

I admit I understand it all so much better now: The musk filling up the air and the candles lit ... just being there again in that summer heat ... It had its pleasures and now the pains have fled. It's all such a wonderful feeling to have that wall in my head.
It will always be ours in this world of blinds. It just matters that it is lost in time.

Things come and go leaving our memories all up in the clouds and searching for them would be our wondering thoughts trying to bring them down.
From where you are can you still see them down?

Well, there was a thought!